Hello everyone,
Okay so there is this girl, she got accidentally internet famous while making a seemingly inocculous vlog on youtube because she is so naturally sexy. She is flattered by the attention but decided that it was a bad idea to continue to get this kind of attention on youtube so took her account down before I had ever seen her. However, a couple of days later youtube recommended a video of her to me which someone had reposted. I was immediately taken aback at how beautiful and charming she is so I tracked down a place where I could leave her a message thanking her for what she shared and telling her how sorry I was that still able to leave a message thanking her for what she shared.
A couple days later she opened a Twitter account for her fans which I joined and we began messaging eachother. We began to find we had a great deal in common. Then about a week later she used this real-time chat feature in Twitter which I joined and when it was done she said she hoped that she and I could talk personally sometime. So I sent her my email address and she emailed me. We talked via email for about a week and then she started PMing me in the email's chat client. Since then we have talked for hours almost every day and she is wonderful.
She is bright, fun & positive, she loves to learn and cool things like art, books, old movies, games, camping, shooting guns, etc. she's back in school after not knowing what to do for awhile just like I am and I think she's maybe the most incredibly beautiful and sexy woman I've ever seen. We spend so much time talking, laughing, flirting and sharing things via text and webcam. And she really likes me. She has said as such as well as that I am cute, handsome, charming, amazing even. I've noticed that she barely even pays attention to her "fans" anymore despite their always crying out for more videos. Maybe it's because she's spending so much time with me? I honestly don't care either way if she keeps up with her hobby of making videos. I understand that it must be nice for her to go somewhere from her every day life where she is adored and people clamour for her because they too think she is so beautiful and charming. Besides, I've already gone out with someone I met in real life who was accidentally far more internet famous and really it doesn't bother me.
Then one day I just said, "I've never had an internet girlfriend because I thougt it was beneath me but if you ever decide you really want me, all you need to say is wait, wait until we can figure out a explore our attraction in person. If you said that, how could I go on meeting girls in my every day life when everything I've ever wanted is on the other side of this internet connection?" and she seemed taken aback and said that she thinks about me all the time and asked if I was really serious. When I said I am she just asked that I changed my mind to please say so so that she wouldn't say anything embarrassing and I said I wouldn't change my mind and she said she wouldn't either. And she's since said things like that she keeps all the pictures she's asked of me on her phone to look at even when she's out, shown them to her family, said it's alright to tell my friends that I'm romantically involved with her etc.
The only problem is, I live in Ontario and she lives in the American north west. I suggested that we get together at the end of summer in a neutral city which is a six hour flight for me and six hour ride for her and she has agreed! So here we are, almost 2 months after that first day I left her a message we're both really excited to see one another and we still talk for long periods almost every day and every day I learn something new about her which is amazing ..but I'm so scared she won't like me in person. lol although she'd said the same about hoping I'd like her in person. However, even if she does decide she really does like me in real life, we're both just poor students I have another 2 years to go and she has far more as her programme is much longer. but I really really like her, I haven't met anyone like her ever and she likes me. I can't let this opportunity pass me by because (as I've told her) I want her in my life and am willing to do what it takes to have that. I don't want to spend the rest of my life wondering. However, you're all the experts, is this doomed? Because as you have gathered, it is an unusual situation ..even among LDRs
Please help me, I want so much for this to work out well...
Okay so there is this girl, she got accidentally internet famous while making a seemingly inocculous vlog on youtube because she is so naturally sexy. She is flattered by the attention but decided that it was a bad idea to continue to get this kind of attention on youtube so took her account down before I had ever seen her. However, a couple of days later youtube recommended a video of her to me which someone had reposted. I was immediately taken aback at how beautiful and charming she is so I tracked down a place where I could leave her a message thanking her for what she shared and telling her how sorry I was that still able to leave a message thanking her for what she shared.
A couple days later she opened a Twitter account for her fans which I joined and we began messaging eachother. We began to find we had a great deal in common. Then about a week later she used this real-time chat feature in Twitter which I joined and when it was done she said she hoped that she and I could talk personally sometime. So I sent her my email address and she emailed me. We talked via email for about a week and then she started PMing me in the email's chat client. Since then we have talked for hours almost every day and she is wonderful.
She is bright, fun & positive, she loves to learn and cool things like art, books, old movies, games, camping, shooting guns, etc. she's back in school after not knowing what to do for awhile just like I am and I think she's maybe the most incredibly beautiful and sexy woman I've ever seen. We spend so much time talking, laughing, flirting and sharing things via text and webcam. And she really likes me. She has said as such as well as that I am cute, handsome, charming, amazing even. I've noticed that she barely even pays attention to her "fans" anymore despite their always crying out for more videos. Maybe it's because she's spending so much time with me? I honestly don't care either way if she keeps up with her hobby of making videos. I understand that it must be nice for her to go somewhere from her every day life where she is adored and people clamour for her because they too think she is so beautiful and charming. Besides, I've already gone out with someone I met in real life who was accidentally far more internet famous and really it doesn't bother me.
Then one day I just said, "I've never had an internet girlfriend because I thougt it was beneath me but if you ever decide you really want me, all you need to say is wait, wait until we can figure out a explore our attraction in person. If you said that, how could I go on meeting girls in my every day life when everything I've ever wanted is on the other side of this internet connection?" and she seemed taken aback and said that she thinks about me all the time and asked if I was really serious. When I said I am she just asked that I changed my mind to please say so so that she wouldn't say anything embarrassing and I said I wouldn't change my mind and she said she wouldn't either. And she's since said things like that she keeps all the pictures she's asked of me on her phone to look at even when she's out, shown them to her family, said it's alright to tell my friends that I'm romantically involved with her etc.
The only problem is, I live in Ontario and she lives in the American north west. I suggested that we get together at the end of summer in a neutral city which is a six hour flight for me and six hour ride for her and she has agreed! So here we are, almost 2 months after that first day I left her a message we're both really excited to see one another and we still talk for long periods almost every day and every day I learn something new about her which is amazing ..but I'm so scared she won't like me in person. lol although she'd said the same about hoping I'd like her in person. However, even if she does decide she really does like me in real life, we're both just poor students I have another 2 years to go and she has far more as her programme is much longer. but I really really like her, I haven't met anyone like her ever and she likes me. I can't let this opportunity pass me by because (as I've told her) I want her in my life and am willing to do what it takes to have that. I don't want to spend the rest of my life wondering. However, you're all the experts, is this doomed? Because as you have gathered, it is an unusual situation ..even among LDRs
Please help me, I want so much for this to work out well...
Best of Luck
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