I posted a super long post, but I'm going to wait until we discuss further tonight before I jump to conclusions. If he deems it a conversation worth having. He has said he doesn't want to talk face to face because he doesn't think I'll listen, which is news to me, i feel like we always misunderstand eachother on messaging apps, and the productive ones have been face to face. I feel like if he isn't willing to talk face to face then we are setting this important conversation up for failure, and that maybe he is just going to write me a long break up message later. That makes me super sad.
But basically my own insecurities have made me not so fun to talk to , and he called me out on that and said he was second guessing us. I'm frustrated because the 2nd time he has even referenced us in a relationship has been to express doubt in it, so no wonder I'm so insecure? I feel so drained and I think he does too.
ugh, this just sucks. I'll update later I guess because I'm gonna need some hugs if this is really over
But basically my own insecurities have made me not so fun to talk to , and he called me out on that and said he was second guessing us. I'm frustrated because the 2nd time he has even referenced us in a relationship has been to express doubt in it, so no wonder I'm so insecure? I feel so drained and I think he does too.
ugh, this just sucks. I'll update later I guess because I'm gonna need some hugs if this is really over
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