in July I'm getting married and moving from nyc to Utah and I'm scared out of my mind ! I really don't know what to expect since here in NY everything is so easy for me, I'm scared to leave my friends and family and eveything I have here. It took me years and years to finally make friends and now I gotta leave them
Don't get me wrong I'm so excited for this next chapter in my life but the thought of it really sends me running to the bathroom loll.
To be honest I'm just scared since I deal with major anxiety issues and I'm scared if anywhere where to happen back home I would be to far to do anything about it. I'm scared if not fitting into a new place I'm scared of not finding a job I'm scared to drive everywhere since I don't drive here in NY.
I been away from home before but only 6 months while I worked down in Disney world but I felt safer then since I knew I would be coming home again and had a guaranteed job . But now I'm leaving for good and I don't know what to feel
Happy , scared , worried , excited I'm a mix of emotions and don't know what to do. Did any of you feel this way when you closed the distance
Don't get me wrong I'm so excited for this next chapter in my life but the thought of it really sends me running to the bathroom loll.
To be honest I'm just scared since I deal with major anxiety issues and I'm scared if anywhere where to happen back home I would be to far to do anything about it. I'm scared if not fitting into a new place I'm scared of not finding a job I'm scared to drive everywhere since I don't drive here in NY.
I been away from home before but only 6 months while I worked down in Disney world but I felt safer then since I knew I would be coming home again and had a guaranteed job . But now I'm leaving for good and I don't know what to feel
Happy , scared , worried , excited I'm a mix of emotions and don't know what to do. Did any of you feel this way when you closed the distance
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