My girlfriend doesn't live anymore.

[Yaaamiii]

Oh my goodness. I am so sorry to hear this. :'( Stay strong in this difficult time. My condolences to you and her family.

[Purple Kisses]

I've been gathering a lot of information with her colleague about what has happened and what is going on right now, she is attending her brother's funeral right now in Brazil who has died from leukemia. Neither me or she knows the parents of Jennifer well and according to her colleague, the neighbour named Katie should know the most. As soon as Liza has returned to Dubai, she will try to contact Katie and find what is needed for me. I feel as if it's important for me to say goodbye to Jennifer because she is still my number one pearl in the world, it will take a long time before I grant somebody the opportunity to share love with me again but Liza told me that if that happens, that Jennifer most likely would be more then happy for me that I'm not alone.

Thanks for all the warm messages, I'll keep you guys updated and I really appreciate it that even Michelle from this website has noticed my thread. It really makes my tears dry faster than usual.

[efish1042]

I cannot even fathom what you must be going through right now. I've had a lot of death in my life, but I don't know what I would do without my SO. He is everything to me and although I am somewhat numb to death now, I would be shattered and lost without him. I am so so sorry for your loss. I can only hope that you will be able to heal and continue living your life as happily as she would have wanted you to.

[Kanga]

So, sorry for your loss. Stay strong.

[Purple Kisses]

I miss her..

[Oldblighty]

I miss her..

It's fine to miss her......it's natural your going through a mixture of emotions right now...Isn't there any way at all you can make it to her funeral...I think this would help give you closure, at the moment you feel detached from all that's going on but if you were to make that trip it would help you heal.......

[Tanja]

I really hope you get the information you need to make this trip. It's important to get to say that final goodbye because before it's done it's like what happened is just hanging over you.

I'm really happy to read that you've found this thread helpful and realize there are a lot of people willing to support you and help you to get through this.

[azarashi]

I am so sorry for your loss...
Please stay strong *hugs*

[Sharon Q]

I am so sorry for your loss. I recently lost my mom in july its been four months now. I know it is not the same.... Sometimes. I still talk to her at night.... and I still cry myself to sleep. I think about my regrets, what I should have done.

the first three weeks were hell. I had to sleep with a light on. I kept trying to look for her, everytime I would hear foot steps upstairs I would think it as her, ( really it was just the dog or my dad ) and everytime a light came on I would look for her.

Sometimes I still expect to come home and see her.

Ive thought about it... joining her, but Ive also thought how many others that would hurt.
I miss a lot

Its rough but with love and support from others, you can get through it. If you need to, go to mental health. go to a counselor. hell go to a hospital if you need to.

Remember that she loved you. And that even when she was dying, her concern was you and making sure you were okay.

I know this is hard, but you can get through it. Message me if you ever need to talk. I'm always on here for the most part. It will be okay.

The healing process will be long but you can do it.

[DiMoose]

I'm terribly sorry for your loss.
I have no idea of what words, you need to hear right now, but please listen and honor her wishes and keep living, keep strong for her... Keep living for you both. That's what she wanted and felt the need t let you know. You're not alone, you're in our hearts and prayers. Anything at all you need, don't hesitate... I'm here for you.

[Purple Kisses]

If anybody would feel the need to talk to me every once in a while, feel free to add my Skype: imperfectionist92