Hmm, for the first trip, the best part was that after 8 months, I got to get confirmation that our chemistry was real. It wasn't just an online romance. It was the best first kiss I had ever had. (And my last first kiss ) My months, and months of being scared that it would fizzle IRL were crushed, and once we booked the trip, my terror of it being for five weeks ended (what if we hated each other, zomg)!
And the worst parts were that we sort of wasted too much time. I don't know, I felt like we needed to be out doing things (Parks, the mall, trips downtown, etc.). Or we were home playing WoW (side by side, but still). The second trip was much better, as we didn't do much besides cuddle up and watch tv and bake and do other home things were all the focus was on us. Also, even worse than the goodbye, was seeing him pop up on AIM. Like, just 12 hours ago I had him in my arms, and now he is back home, and we have to start this horrible long distance up again, the emails, the IMs, the video chats, it just made me feel sick.
And the worst parts were that we sort of wasted too much time. I don't know, I felt like we needed to be out doing things (Parks, the mall, trips downtown, etc.). Or we were home playing WoW (side by side, but still). The second trip was much better, as we didn't do much besides cuddle up and watch tv and bake and do other home things were all the focus was on us. Also, even worse than the goodbye, was seeing him pop up on AIM. Like, just 12 hours ago I had him in my arms, and now he is back home, and we have to start this horrible long distance up again, the emails, the IMs, the video chats, it just made me feel sick.
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