Well after an anger spell, that's part of the process too, I decided not to ask him why or anything. I sent him an email asking for no contact cause I can't handle texting as if nothing has changed. I felt really proud about the email. He answered almost immediately. His answer made me sad cause I probably was hoping for a movie line like 'please don't go, I made a mistake! Let's try again!!' but of course it wasn't.
He said he appreciates my email and will respect my decision and he believes we can be friends after this.
So, after I felt sad, I now feel relieved a bit. I know he will not text me and that helps me a lot! The past month I was waiting over my phone for a text, I am glad I don't have to do that anymore!
But mostly I'm sad. I still want him back. I still believe we could of had something great together, I really wanted to try. Even though I know 'if it should of happen it would of'. Still deep down inside I hope that after a couple of months or more we will be back together. I don't know, maybe that helps me through this process. But you never know right? I've read about ldr couples getting back together many times.. Oh well... Still sad.
Thanks for reading.
He said he appreciates my email and will respect my decision and he believes we can be friends after this.
So, after I felt sad, I now feel relieved a bit. I know he will not text me and that helps me a lot! The past month I was waiting over my phone for a text, I am glad I don't have to do that anymore!
But mostly I'm sad. I still want him back. I still believe we could of had something great together, I really wanted to try. Even though I know 'if it should of happen it would of'. Still deep down inside I hope that after a couple of months or more we will be back together. I don't know, maybe that helps me through this process. But you never know right? I've read about ldr couples getting back together many times.. Oh well... Still sad.
Thanks for reading.
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