I do it because he is very much worth it to me. I'm the kind of person that who is naturally indecisive, but when I've made a decision that's passed all my testing...it's THE decision. I will see this through as long as he wants me..and I suspect that he's made a similar decision about me. So that's that.
I've really never been able to get as close to someone as I am with my SO. Honestly, the guys that seem to be attracted to me are nothing like what I'm looking for (they've been seedy, to say the least..). My SO, has everything I wanted and things that I didn't know I needed. I think the internet saved my skin here. I very much doubt I would have met him otherwise. He brings this light back into my life that I thought I lost a long time ago. Long distance for a few years (looking at around 3 more) is a small price to pay. We have fun with each other, even though we're far apart a lot, so it's not all that bad. I crave him, but it makes being together that much sweeter.
I've really never been able to get as close to someone as I am with my SO. Honestly, the guys that seem to be attracted to me are nothing like what I'm looking for (they've been seedy, to say the least..). My SO, has everything I wanted and things that I didn't know I needed. I think the internet saved my skin here. I very much doubt I would have met him otherwise. He brings this light back into my life that I thought I lost a long time ago. Long distance for a few years (looking at around 3 more) is a small price to pay. We have fun with each other, even though we're far apart a lot, so it's not all that bad. I crave him, but it makes being together that much sweeter.
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