Originally posted by differentcountries
View Post
Anyways I say goodnight, I'm going to bed. I still love you. She simply says good night!! early sleep for you!!. I got a little upset because im saying i love you and she ignores it. Then i tell her I miss the good night calls. She just puts a crying emogee and says sleep well.
Basically I just ended up pissed off. I understand you broke up with me so you don't want to say certain things anymore, but to turn "it" off so quickly really hurts my feelings. Even with all this I find myself wanting to call her to ask her how her night was even though she doesn't deserve to have the boyfriend in me anymore.
I've thought I've been in love before and had my heart broken, but I honestly wanted to start a family with this woman. I think I'm going to give her space and not text or call her unless she initiates until Sunday when we can Skype. I'll find out what my next plan of action will be after seeing how that goes.
The more I think about it, and as hard as it will be, I think it's best for me to just "go away" for a couple of months for her to work out the divorce and her own feelings. If I still feel the same about her then i'll reach out again and see what happens.
Also, I know I'm somewhat painting a bad picture of her through these messages, but she is a great girl, these past 3 weeks she has just flipped a switch if that makes sense.
Comment